I think I have seasonal depression.

Well, not really. I think I have been extremely emotional lately, up down up down up... and today is a DOWN. I have kinda been on the verge of tears since last night, not really sure why. I really think the weather has a little bit to do with it, yesterday it was grey and rainy, today grey and snowy. Plus the fact that I don't want to be at my house. I just feel tense whenever I am here, I can't relax even in my own room. I don't like having people over because it kinda feels awkward. There's just this feeling in the air that I can't shake. Graduation can't get here fast enough.. I need my own place.

I made waffles for breakfast this morning. Locke and Jeffy and Adam were going to come over at noon and eat... Jeffy came at 12:30 and Locke came at 1:30... I had already eaten by then, by myself. Then we watched Monsters, Inc. That is a great movie. :) But even so.. it wasn't the fun morning I was hoping it would be. The sooner this day ends, the better. Tomorrow will be a better day. Tomorrow I have four hours to spend away from here with people I enjoy. ;)

Yeah, so I admit it. I miss him. You all know who 'him' is and if you don't, you will eventually. I miss him, and that's another reason I'm slightly depressed today. Not the whole reason, but part of it. At least I get to see him tomorrow. I can't change the weather, and I can't move for another three months, but I get to see him tomorrow and that makes me feel better. It makes me wish it was tomorrow... ;) But I have some work that ought to get done before then. I think I will feel better once something is accomplished. Then I will be ready for tomorrow to get here, so I can relax.

So yeah. If you're reading this, I miss you. :) See you tomorrow.